Sincere soul

Your blue eyes smile, with your akward loving grin

You shake it like no other, and honey it aint no sin

You’re the entity of rythium, and the face of blues

Life hasn’t been easy for you babe , but you have a heart of gold

Your all about the adventure, and always on a journey

Your beauty aint like no other, cause your constantly always learning

It’s about the gain, and the people you surround yourself with

Your sincere soul burns love, and it aint no fucking myth

raw

Secrets are cliché

The luminescent fake star eyes.

Tell no truth, then the truth of politic lies

Constant chatter, facade is no thresh hold

It is the truth of the lyres, and it is the lie that hurts the truth

Care for, take more, see you, leave again, or that is what I am told

My heart cracks like an egg dropped from a mother bearing terrible news

I imagine myself in a life that is another, trying to tape up, mend the 2 million year heartbreak that bends

I lay in the grass, in the dusk, the smell of smoke, the smell of lust

I stare into your eyes, like the millions of eyes in the sky

Naïve, I trust at an immediate pace

But the eyes change, the hands grasp, the heart aches, the thoughts of the almost forgotten past

Like damaged goods, I play victim, tell the accounts of the various sexual exploits of age 8 and beyond

I say I am over it, but am I?

Can you truly get over the fact your innocence was taken at such an age?

I scream, I try, but fuck I can’t turn the page

The blame

I know it was you who should know you did wrong,

But I have been bearing this on my chest for far too long , on my lips

It hurts, to finally say you messed me up,

I always blamed myself for your sake

But in the end, it’s my pain that I have to live with

Old, tainted photo’s taken by the memory of you

I can’t burn the photos as hard as I try

I die a little every time my thought turns towards you

Reliving the actions, and looking in the mirror of who I have become

Paralyzed with the fact, you have won the battle in my mind, even though I tried to succumb

I can’t leave you, like a carcass on the side of an old Tennessee road

A little more then a decade has past, and still the memory of you is my present past

Fake empires

When you know something is wrong, but you still go on

Business as usual, why can’t you stop old habits, do these old habits die strong?

Repeat, repeat, remorse, change coarse

The fake empires that are within my soul,

Break, take, fake how my heart honestly feels

I can’t lie to you anymore, as easy as it has become

I am stuck with lost causes, with cheesy puns

Am I happy, or do my expectations run too high

I desire for the change of humanity, but we will always to the core of our existence be the same

Evolving is more then consumerism, capitalism, fake empires that surround us all

We soon will wake up, will see the truth that we have needed to seek

The treacherous fall of society is just a wake up call.

Don’t be submissive in the ways you have been living,

Hug a stranger, do a little more giving

Smile at someone who needs that comfort

Open your eyes, and you will see, we have isolated ourselves from true nirvana

We are our own god, we can save ourselves, and not rely on fallacies of deferred responsibility

Did he die for our sins, because it seems we have forgotten what religion is

It means love, respect, and unity

It has become the emblem, symbol of death destruction, if our faiths don’t coincide

Embrace the difference, that is you and I, and then you will see the truth of a life learned lie

Fuck up

Mistakes, I rarely regret

For it’s the mistakes that you make

That is something that has this sincerity

This rawness, that can’t be faked

When you fuck up, and I mean really

Fuck up. When you have lied, to cover up a secret to a person you love, or have brought shame to yourself for things pertaining to sex and drugs, when you have lost all sense of control in your life, that is when reality sets upon your soul

Theirs something in the way one grows

Like a flower fertilized with manure

At first its stench is unbearable, and unkind

But time, oh that time, allows for that flower to grow

To learn, for learning is why we are here

I am proud of my mistakes, for they have lead me to paths, that renew faith that no one can take away from my untainted eyes

I trust in all things nature, the moon, the water, the tree’s, the sky’s

Because they have not forgotten existence of the ones before us,

We have so much to learn, and will be learning while on a bed to our deaths

Even when we have realized this is it, this is my last breath

Not even then will you know why you’re here, for death is this silly fear

I had it for years, but realized, that beauty of life is the progressive journey

There is only awakenings, and truth seeking adventures in the days of life,

We are all the same, so make no difference if you hail from Russia, Iran, or here.

Because we all interconnected with each others hope and fears